Wow, finally back to reading again. Just finished Paul Revere's ride two days ago.
A week or so after that last post I began having what my Dr. described as "Cluster Headaches" caused by whatever the stroke did to my brain a while back.
It lasted full on from the middle of November through a few days after Christmas. It was the most bizarre and frightening thing I have ever experienced.
The headaches were bad, but I have had vascular headaches since I was twelve and have learned to live with them. It was the cognitive symptoms that threw me for a loop.
Imagine this:
1) I would be driving to an account I've been to 100 times and would have to pull over and call Shelly to get turn by turn directions to get there because I forgot the way.
2) Driving up to a building I've been to 100 times and not being able to recognize it.
3) Talking on the phone with people and not only forgetting what we were talking about, but forgetting who I'm talking to. One time I just laid down the phone because I forgot I was even talking on it.
4) Not being able to read even one paragraph. No concentration at all.
5) I gained 25 lbs back eating too much and to often trying to ward off the headache pain. Eating a little bit would postpone the pain temporarily and I fell into the trap of doing that instead of taking pills for the pain. I just can't stand having to take anything on a regular basis.
Then, around December 27 it just turned off like a switch. Memory problems were gone, concentration problems gone, etc.
It was during that time that the UAMCC BOD elections were going on and I was unable to present myself properly and missed out on any really valuable input. I tried and I did post some during that time, but, posting was laborious and just a few paragraphs took as long as hours to put together in small pieces.
I missed out on a lot of Christmas family conversations. I didn't want to talk to anybody on the phone. I was embarrassed at my inability to concentrate.
The scariest thing of all was all this was undiagnosed and I couldn't get an appointment till January. I just got my MRI this week and won't know any results till next week. I thought I had another stroke, but my Dr. (who is a genius) says it's cluster headaches that will come on around the same time every year like clockwork with the exact same cognitive symptoms. But next year she plans to medicate me at the onset and reduce that month and a half of problems down to a couple or three days. I hope it works.
So I'm finally back to normal and reading two to five books at once whenever I have time.
The Paul Revere book was OUTSTANDING and I recommend it to every American. It puts a human face on the American Revolution. Every family should read it.
Just finished "The Biblical Trustee Family" by Andrea Schwartz.
Here is an excerpt in regards to Daniel's defiance of the King's decree that no one pray to any gods except the one he specified for a period of 30 days -
"If you think about it, they were asking something far less than what is demanded in our modern statist school system. Daniel's enemies were asking for a moratorium on Daniel praying for thirty days. Just thirty days. What is required of Christians who send their children to state schools has no cutoff date-- they are forbidden to vocally honor their Lord and Saviour for ten months out of the year, Monday through Friday from eight o'clock until three o'clock daily. Additionally, if they play sports, they are prohibited, in many cases, from asking God's blessings for safety during a sporting event. When a Christian student attains the highest honors because of academic achievement, he is denied the right to acknowledge and credit his Lord and Savior for that success. Most parents of Christian children in public schools accept this silencing without question for the twelve years their Christian children attend statist schools. If they possessed even a mustard see of wisdom they would remove their children from this horrible predicament and fulfill God's requirements regarding the nurture and admonition of their children.
This book made me look at the indoctrination of our children from a different angle. It's a pretty good book. But if you are easily offended by hard truths slapping you in the face I wouldn't recommend it. There are some things in the book I disagree with also. But, the author doesn't come across as one who is forcing her beliefs on anything other than the essentials on others. She has some beliefs that are unique and she has raised her family based on those beliefs.
I just was introduced to R.J. Rushdoony. Many of his books are free online. I bought about 5 of his books at a seminar last month and am just starting on "Law & Liberty."
To me Rushdoony is what Ron Paul would be if Ron Paul based all his stances on the revealed will of God instead of just on the constitution. For instance, if Ron Paul made the stance that "God hates the killing of the unborn, therefore if I were president I would outlaw abortion via executive order".....then Ron would be like Rushdoony.
None of the other candidates are worth anything. We can start from a long time ago, as far back as I remember, from Nixon to Ford to Carter to a brief blip of hope with Reagan, to Bush 1, Clinton, Bush2 and now the Abomination and our history could read a lot like the books of Kings:
- 1 Kings 14:22
Judah did evil in the eyes of the LORD. By the sins they committed they stirred up his jealous anger more than those who were before them had done.
- 1 Kings 15:26
He did evil in the eyes of the LORD, following the ways of his father and committing the same sin his father had caused Israel to commit.
- 1 Kings 15:34
He did evil in the eyes of the LORD, following the ways of Jeroboam and committing the same sin Jeroboam had caused Israel to commit
- 1 Kings 16:25
But Omri did evil in the eyes of the LORD and sinned more than all those before him.
1 Kings 16:24-26 (in Context) 1 Kings 16 (Whole Chapter)
- 1 Kings 16:30
Ahab son of Omri did more evil in the eyes of the LORD than any of those before him.
1 Kings 16:29-31 (in Context) 1 Kings 16 (Whole Chapter)
- 1 Kings 22:52
He did evil in the eyes of the LORD, because he followed the ways of his father and mother and of Jeroboam son of Nebat, who caused Israel to sin.
- 2 Kings 3:2
He did evil in the eyes of the LORD, but not as his father and mother had done. He got rid ofthe sacred stone of Baal that his father had made.
- 2 Kings 8:18
He followed the ways of the kings of Israel, as the house of Ahab had done, for he married a daughter of Ahab. He did evil in the eyes of the LORD
- 2 Kings 13:2
He did evil in the eyes of the LORD by following the sins of Jeroboam son of Nebat, which he had caused Israel to commit, and he did not turn away from them.
- 2 Kings 13:11
He did evil in the eyes of the LORD and did not turn away from any of the sins of Jeroboam son of Nebat, which he had caused Israel to commit; he continued in the....
- 2 Kings 15:9
He did evil in the eyes of the LORD, as his predecessors had done. He did not turn away fromthe sins of Jeroboam son of Nebat, which he had caused Israel to commit.
And it goes on and on. There were few times when the leaders of Israel had the guts to stand up for the Lord and do what was unpopular and politically "incorrect" and get rid of the evil "within the camp".
We haven't had a leader in my lifetime who was willing to do that. And none of the presidential candidates who have a chance to win the election will either. Oh well, maybe in 2016.