you need to go to rehab jason not only are you a drunk you are a pot head and a fag,go ahead and come clean ,rid your self of your pain,get free ,just for today ............repeat after me .....god,grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change ,the courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference ....just for today
12 steps that will free you
start with step 1 -----admit you are powerless over real men on this board and because of your homosexuality your life has become unmanageable
step 2 came to beleive a real man can restore your real sexuality
step 3 made a decision to turn your will and your life over to your man
step 4 made a fearless moral inventory
step 5 admit to ron and to grant and all others on this board the exact nature of your homosexuality
step 6 be entirely ready to have the administrators remove these defects
step 7 ask the administrators to remove your shortcoming(john wayne bobbit syndrome)
step 8 made a list of everyone on the board you lied to and about and became willing to pay them off promptly (starting with russ and matt )
step 9 made direct amends to all those above except the ones you fear may harm you( LOU GARDNER )
step 10 continued to take personal inventory and when you were wrong promptly admitted it
step 11 sought through prayer and meditation to improve your constant contact with ron and the administrators and moderators of this board
step 12 have had an awakening as a result of these steps carried the message to your friends at "gay today " forum (where you are an administrator )by the way
*****i intend no disrespect to the 12 step program as a whole i think its a wonderful tool in recovery from alcohol and drug addiction of which i myself have been a part of sinse 8/14/1996